All are of a Common Creator...
...sharing a Common Journey
SECTION ONE) The Circle Of KIVA
I Am A New Creation
I am a new creation.
Like the sun that rises above the crest of a mountain, or the wave which returns to shore, I rise from what has been to leave my mark upon that which is about me. I am a part of that whole – for my part is of worth as my life touches that which is and those who are near me.
Each day, I renew my understanding of the Creation which was made for me and was placed here that I may learn, I am a part of it.
Each day I change – not only by the cycle of nature around me, but through choice as well as circumstance.
I renew my awareness of my potential. I become as Creation is – evolving, full of beauty, yet not quite finished.
Today is like all of my yesterdays and tomorrows – full of a hope that is equal to its challenge and struggle. I rise on this new day with a heart that is full of that hope.
I face my challenges, knowing that each is but of a moment which may bring out the very best that is in me.
My inner strength is like the cycle of creation of which I am a part – limitless, for it is without beginning or end. I carry on through each day with a promise to myself, not forgetting the miracle that is within me.
Chaplain Michael L. Benedict
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SECTION ONE) The Circle Of KIVA
A) HYMN TO THE SUN (Zuñi)
B) The Season Of RECOVERY
C) Outcomes Of The Spiritual Journey
D) Base Camp
E) Spiritual Confirmation (Part One)
F) Spiritual Confirmation (Part Two)
G) Charting The Course - Spiritual Assessment
H) Charting The Course - Spiritual Benchmarks
I) Charting The Course - Spiritual Outcomes
J) Pathways, Trail Pathways, Guiding Rod
K) Trail Guides & Fellow Travelers
L) Returning To Base Camp
M) Base Camp At Twilight
1. Blessings Without End
2. Returning To The Orchard
3. Reflections Of The Journey
4. Heavenly Creator
5. Divine Shepherd
6. Kind Provider
7. Merciful Judge
8. Immortal Protector
9. Constant Defender
10. Everlasting Example
11. Perpetual Teacher
12. Friend Of Friends
13. Graceful Companion
14. Merciful Healer
15. Compassionate Redeemer
16. Faithful Mentor
17. Supreme Advocate
18. Deliverance
19. My Great Father Is My Creator
20. Devoted Master
21. Divine Shepherd
22. Kind Provider
23. Merciful Judge
24. Everlasting Example
N) Talking Circle (Honoring Lacee & Molly)
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SECTION ONE) The Circle Of KIVA
A) HYMN TO THE SUN (Zuñi)
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HYMN TO THE SUN (Zuñi)
I
Early in the morning, We waken, we waken.
When mother Sun-god rises, We welcome her with joy.
She greets us with a radiant face, She meets us with a warm embrace,
So sweetly, so sweetly. Merrily we sing and dance; In happy spirit we advance;
Merrily we sing and dance; In happy spirit we advance.
We are children of the sun, Arm in arm together run,
Round a ring we steady move: Our hearts will faithful prove,
As the sun comes near to us, Near to us, near to us.
Listen! just listen!
II
What a wondrous shower of sounds,
Countless beats in rapid rounds,
Ever changing ever new,
Constant strains of high and low.
They are messengers of love,
Spirit voices from above,
Bringing light and life and joy
Telling us of bliss on high,
Bliss on high! Bliss on high!
Listen! just listen!
III
Whence come all these distant sounds?
Echoes, where the light abounds:
Crystal streams in murmurs faint,
Bursting forth without restraint.
They are golden grains of thought,
Silent whispers faintly caught,
Filling us with joy content,
Pathways of our souls’ ascent,
Souls’ ascent, souls’ ascent.
Listen! just listen!
IV
Glory to the sunlight rays,
Glory to the Sun-god’s ways,
Sunlight rays, Sun-god’s ways.
They command us: to endure,
To be silent, chaste and pure,
To be faithful, true and brave,
To the laws our fathers gave.
O harken to the Sun-god’s voice
Beckoning your soul to rise:
In radiant light, the source of song,
The origin of thought has sprung:
As light and song in one unite,
Let us forever seek the light,
We seek the light, we seek the light.
Listen! just listen!
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Spirit Feathers
I am given Treasures of Divine Love: reflection upon strengths that have been attained as well as gifts that have been given; understanding & acceptance of struggles & challenges as opportunities for personal growth & self awareness; finding peace through spiritual awareness; emerging from the darkness of confusion, chaos & despair
B) The Season Of Recovery
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All are as branches of a common tree. Though the leaves of Autumn descend, they return upon the advent of Spring, which will become The Season of RECOVERY.
empoweRment
Life Needs - beginning the journey anew
indepEndence
Life Values - freedom from the captivity
of self-destruction
Choice
Spiritual Needs - becoming cleansed
and made whole
hOpe
Spiritual Values - assurance, based upon faith
Vision
Spiritual Expression - looking beyond the moment, into the inner-self
hEaling
Spiritual Community - restoring body, mind, spirit, heart, soul
couRage
Therapeutic Needs - rebirth of personal freedom
familY
Community Of Healing,
bonds which are renewed, through unconditional love
It is on The Spiritual Journey that one will find a discovery of KIVA...
Keeping
Individual
Value
Alive
>Reflect upon the following (Personal Reflection or Group Discussion)
State in a sentence or two where you feel you are at in terms of your Individual Value.
1) What or whom do you feel has had or is having the greatest positive influence upon your Individual Value?
2) What would you like to do to increase your feelings about your Individual Value? Is there anyone who you might like to ask for help in reaching this goal?
3) Are there some favorite songs, books, hobbies or leisure activities that have given you a sense of wholesome pleasure or enjoyment in the past?
4) Is there anything that would prevent or limit you from participating in these activities at present, even if it might be on a limited basis?
5) Are there some friends or family members who might enjoy spending some leisure time with you? Or do you know of someone who might appreciate spending some time with or having some contact with you?
6) Is there a worthwhile service or volunteer activity in which you have been involved - either in the past or in the present?
7) What positive contribution have you been able to make through such a service or volunteer activity?
8) How do you feel that others benefit from your service on their behalf?
9) How do you feel that serving in a worthwhile cause will influence your personal sense of Individual Value?
10) How do you feel that serving in a worthwhile cause will influence the personal sense of Individual Value of someone else?
11) What does it mean when you hear someone say that we are Fellow Travelers on a Common Journey?
12) Are you able to ask someone else for help if and when you need it?
13) Are able to accept assistance from another person if it is offered?
14) Do you feel that you are able to help someone else if they are in need of help?
15) Are you able to recognize the type of help that you are able to give to someone else?
16) Are you able to make a limit or boundary with another person if they ask you for help?
17) Are you able to understand the limit or boundary of another person if you ask them for help?
18) Do you feel comfortable in suggesting another resource to another person not able to provide the help that they ask for?
19) Do you feel comfortable in seeking suggesting another resource if another person is unable or unwilling to provide the help that are asking for?
20) How is a recognition of personal boundaries a sign of respect for the Indvidual Value of yourself and another person?
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Spirit Feathers
Spirit Feathers are woven together, giving wing to my tender soul as it reaches ever outward. My soul ascends, ever upward. I am lifted ever heavenward. My heart is touched ever inward. I am taken ever onward. With total trust, in total innocence, I gaze upon Creation, as if to gaze into the very face of My CREATOR, who watches over me. I am accepted without condition.
C) Outcomes Of The Spiritual Journey
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>Evidence Based Clinical Outcomes
Treatment and Recovery offer what are sometimes known as Evidence Based Clinical Outcomes, which are usually discovered through Clinical Assessments that include specific Baselines (Starting Points), Benchmarks (Goals) and Outcomes, which are measured over a specific period.
Evidence Based Clinical Outcomes
include measurable responses to
Treatment, which are also measured over time intervals: Physical & Biological, Mental & Emotional, Psychological & Psychiatric, to name a few. This can include something as routine as taking Vital Signs & Matrix Based Assessments (blood pressure, heart rate, oxygen level, pulse, blood sugar level, etc.)
Though not measured in the same way as Evidence Based Clinical Outcomes, Spiritual Based Outcomes have a direct impact upon and are influenced by each Benchmark and Outcome, through each
Discipline of Treatment and Recovery (Continuum Of Care).
>Spiritual Based Outcomes
In addition to their influence upon
Evidence Based Clinical Outcomes,
Spiritual Based Outcomes may be influenced by and have an impact upon
Life Needs, Life Values, Spiritual Needs, Spiritual Values, Spiritual Expression, Spiritual Community,
Therapeutic Needs, Therapeutic Community.
>Reflect upon the following (Personal Reflection or Group Discussion) State in a sentence or two your thoughts or feelings about the following.
1) What does Spirituality mean to you?
2) Many Support Groups, including those that are centered around Recovery, place an emphasis upon Spirituality. As a matter of personal choice, is Spirituality an important part of your Recovery and Healing? If so, how? If not, why?
3) Other Support Groups, including those that are offered through Communities of Faith, place some emphasis upon Religion as well Spirituality. As a matter of personal choice, is Religion an important part of your Recovery and Healing? If so, how? If not, why?
4) Has anything provided you with a Sense of Hope in the past, in terms of your Recovery and Healing? If so, what has it been? What is it now? If not, why?
5) What do you feel could help you the very most at this point in your Recovery and Healing?
6) What do you feel could help you the very least at this point in your Recovery and Healing?
7) Who do you feel could help you the very most at this point in your Recovery and Healing?
8) Who do you feel could help you the very least at this point in your Recovery and Healing?
9) Why is it important to place a boundary between these positive and negative influences, at this point in your Recovery and Healing?
10) Why is it important to place yourself in a positive environment, as you move forward in your Recovery and Healing?
11) Why is it important to avoid 'the old crowd', as you move forward in your Recovery and Healing?
12) What does the term 'relapse' mean to you? What effect can it have upon your Recovery and Healing?
13) How will placing yourself in a positive environment and avoid the 'old crowd', help you to avoid 'relapse' in your Recovery and Healing?
14) What does the term 'co-dependent' mean to you?
15) On what or whom have you been 'co-dependent' in the past?
16) Are you 'co-dependent' upon anyone or anything at this point?
17) What effect can being 'co-dependent' have upon your Recovery and Healing?
18) What does the term 'dependent' mean to you?
19) What effect can being 'dependent' have upon your Recovery and Healing?
20) On what or whom have you been 'dependent' in the past?
21) How can Spirituality provide you with a positive sense of 'dependency' in your Recovery and Healing?
22) How can Spirituality help you to avoid becoming co-dependent upon the old crowd and past places/situations?
23) As a matter of personal choice, can a Community of Faith and Support Group help you to develop a sense of Spirituality? If so, how? If not, why?
24) As a matter of personal choice, can a Community of Faith and Support Group help you to avoid becoming co-dependent upon the old crowd and past places/situations? If so, how? If not, why?
D) Base Camp
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This is a place of rest, of placing aside each burden. This is a place of new beginnings I reflect upon strengths that have been attained as well as gifts that have been given. It is a time and place of Reflection and Renewal, of Rest and Recollection. It becomes an opportunity for Decision, Desire and Determination to walk on a Pathway To Self-Discovery.
>Reflect upon the following (Personal Reflection or Group Discussion)
State in a sentence or two what you feel is an important Spiritual Need at this point on The Spiritual Journey.
1) How does Understanding & Acceptance Of Struggles & Challenges As Opportunities For Personal Growth & Self Awareness enable you Discover your Spiritual Needs?
2) What are some of the things that you can do to Understand & Accept Struggles & Challenges As Opportunities For Personal Growth & Self Awareness?
3) How can your Spiritual Beliefs help you to Understand & Accept Struggles & Challenges As Opportunities For Personal Growth & Self Awareness?
4) How does Understanding & Acceptance Of Struggles & Challenges As Opportunities For Personal Growth & Self Awareness become a Reflection of your self-image?
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Spirit Feathers
I have many positive talents/ qualities/ characteristics, that I might pursue goals and dreams that are worthwhile and fulfilling.
E) Spiritual Confirmation (Part One)
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I am not alone. As I share my challenges and victories with Fellow Travelers, I find strength with them and from them. Together, we look toward the next adventure on The Spiritual Journey.
The Spiritual Journey To RECOVERY extends beyond the length of day, beyond the step ahead, past the next horizon. Footsteps mark their place upon the soft, impressionable array of soil, grass and leaves. That which is marked behind will linger, but only for a while. That which lies ahead is without end as the love of THE GREAT FATHER abides.
The Spiritual Journey is like the love of THE GREAT FATHER - both are without end. The measure of The Spiritual Journey is to partake of fulfillment and contentment as the fruits of meaningful living.
Being honored as one of THE GREAT FATHER, the heart of The Traveler receives a measure of Grace that comes like unto a cloak upon the shoulders, giving warmth unto the spirit, and a covering from the cold. As The Traveler places their steps upon the path once more, rest and replenishment will also remain.
I set aside frustration about the things that have held me back, that I may move on toward a new and exciting adventure, one that will take me to newly discovered peaks and possibilities. I receive positive encouragement and suggestions from those who care about me.
I have the
Empowerment,
Independence,
Choice,
Hope,
Vision,
Healing,
Courage,
Family
to use that guidance as a source of inspiration and motivation to do things in a better way than how I first started.
F) Spiritual Confirmation (Part Two)
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I know who I am. I cherish who I may become. I am in awe of what I may do.
At the center of Spirituality and Recovery is a Spiritual Confirmation –
My GUIDING PRESENCE is...
As My Spiritual Journey continues
I am...
I can...
I will....
>Spiritual Confirmation
extends beyond a
Statement of Belief or a Declaration of Pursuit. It speaks from The Soul and Heart as The Traveler makes their way on The Spiritual Journey. It speaks to what may be, as well as what is. It is an awareness that might be shown as The Traveler passes through valleys and vistas that lie ahead.
With an understanding of the relationship between Spirituality and Recovery, we Discover a Spiritual Confirmation that The Spiritual Journey provides a sure, steady course to walk upon.
The Spiritual Journey becomes one of Self Awareness, Self-Assuredness and Discovery Of Purpose and Potential – which will take The Traveler forward in Treatment and Recovery.
Distance upon The Spiritual Journey is not measured in miles or kilometers. It is an ongoing sojourn that takes The Traveler toward breathtaking summits and vast horizons. There is A Guiding Presence to lead the way, to help The Traveler understand the real purpose of The Spiritual Journey — Discovery Of Creation and the KIVA that lies within. Spiritual Confirmation brings
The Traveler into a Circle with Fellow Travelers who share a Common Vision and Destination. They are drawn together in a united sense of purpose through mutual support and encouragement.
G) Charting The Course - Spiritual Assessment
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I prepare to leave Base Camp, knowing that my stay there it has not been a place of permanent shelter, but rather a place of rest and renewal. I prepare to move onward, ready for all that which lies ahead.
>Reflect upon the following (Personal Reflection or Group Discussion)
1) What are some of the Spiritual Provisions that you will take with you on this part of The Spiritual Journey?
2) Think about One Positive Thing that you would like to do or experience to increase your Spiritual Awareness.
3) Describe how you will achieve that goal. Will you seek help in achieving this goal?
4) Did you achieve the goal? If so, how? If not, what else do you feel that you must do to achieve your goal?
5) Will you seek for a Guiding Presence to remain with you on The Spiritual Journey?
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Spirit Feathers
The Influence My CREATOR remains with me as I walk upon each Pathway to Self-Discovery. I find comfort in knowing that my challenges are not always of my own choosing. Sometimes, things just happen. I make the Right Choices regarding my reaction or my response to a situation. I reflect upon what I have come to value the most, at this point on The Spiritual Journey.
H) Charting The Course - Spiritual Benchmarks
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>Reflect upon the following (Personal Reflection or Group Discussion)
As I begin The Spiritual Journey, I will remember that Mine is not to travel the course alone, or to walk upon strange roads that will lead toward a mist of darkness. Mine is a course that will lead me toward a place of light – a safe place, a haven, a KIVA. There are others to show me the good way, in my preparation and on The Spiritual Journey.
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Spirit Feathers
I am a new creation. Like the sun that rises above the crest of a mountain, or the wave which returns to shore, I rise from what has been to leave my mark upon that which is about me. I am a part of that whole – for my part is of worth as my life touches that which is and those who are near me. Each day, I renew my understanding of the Creation which was made for me and was placed here that I may come to learn that I am a part of it. Each day I change – not only by the cycle of nature around me, but through choice as well as circumstance. I renew my awareness of my potential. I become as Creation is – evolving, full of beauty, yet not quite finished.
Today is like all of my yesterdays and tomorrows – full of a hope that is equal to its challenge and struggle. I rise on this new day with a heart that is full of that hope I face my challenges, knowing that each is but of a moment which may bring out the very best that is in me. My inner strength is like the cycle of creation of which I am a part – limitless, for it is without beginning or end. I carry on through each day with a promise to myself, not forgetting the miracle that is within.
I have come this far, though the path has often been hard and uncertain. I will make the preparations that will enable me to embark upon a new Pathway To Self- Discovery – one that will provide me with the ability to make a right Choice and discover possibilities about myself that I never knew were possible.
I) Charting The Course - Spiritual Outcomes
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>Reflect upon the following (Personal Reflection or Group Discussion)
I consider the goals that I might set and what I would like to accomplish from this point moving forward.
>Spiritual Based Outcomes
-Discovering self worth and importance
-Finding inner peace
Achieving control over circumstances
-Total commitment to honesty with self and others
>Reflect upon the following (Personal Reflection or Group Discussion)
1) What do you feel is an important Spiritual Need on The Spiritual Journey?
2) Why is this an important Spiritual Need?
3) Who and what has had the most influence upon this Spiritual Need?
4) Has this been an important Spiritual Need for you in the past? If so, how? If not, why?
5) How will this Spiritual Need continue to be important to you right now & in the future, especially in your Recovery?
6) Why is Medical Care, Medication & Prescription Management an important part of Recovery?
7) Why is Mental Health & Emotional Well Being an important part of Recovery?
8) Why Is Psychological & Psychiatric Therapy an important part of Recovery?
9) Why is Maintaining Communication with Therapists & Clinicians an important part of Recovery?
10) Why is Spirituality an important part of Recovery?
11) What does it mean to Understand & Accept Struggles & Challenges As Opportunities For Personal Growth & Self Awareness?
12) What does it mean to know that there are Fellow Travelers who will be at your side during The Spiritual Journey To RECOVERY?
J) Pathways, Trail Markers, Guiding Rod
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I will travel ever onward, sure of my course, be it steady though winding. I will be protected from fear and harm and from the darkness that seeks to hold me. I will take firm hold of My Guiding Rod, knowing I will never be led astray, as long as I keep it within my grasp. I will never use this Rod to beat upon myself for past mistakes. Its only purpose is to Guide me in my preparation and on my journey.
>Reflect upon the following (Personal Reflection or Group Discussion)
It is from the Discovery of Trail Markers and Treasures that i as a Traveler am renewed and prepared for The Spiritual Journey That Lies Ahead. These Pathways and Treasures await, much like the trees that lie before – roots reaching ever deep beneath the surface, outward toward one another; branches reaching ever upward toward The Sun.
Both root and branch are like The Spirit and like The Destination – extending onward and without end, enduring each and every climb, progressing through each and every season, firmly rooted, ever reaching outward and upward toward THE CREATOR
Each Trail Marker will be a place for reflection, time for meditation and preparation for that which awaits me. Each Trail Marker is a place for reflection, a time for meditation and preparation for that which awaits me. I think about where I am now on The Spiritual Journey and I look toward The Horizon that lies ahead.
Each Trail Marker Understanding & Acceptance Of Struggles & Challenges As Opportunities For Personal Growth & Self Awareness. Understanding that The Spiritual Journey To RECOVERY is beyond a single moment or solitary step.
My Guiding Rod will motivate me that I might overcome adversity, achieve self-awareness, acquire self-mastery and discover my capability. Once that discovery has been made, I will realize that KIVA is not only a place, but a way of becoming and a way of being. I will maintain ahold of My Guiding Rod, that each step ahead may be steady and sure. For it truly will steady my course as THE CREATOR leads me onward, forward and upward.
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Spirit Feathers
I feel gratitude for knowing that The Spiritual Journey is more than a series of challenges and struggles that are meant to be overcome, endured, and withstood. It is an adventure to be celebrated, cherished and enjoyed. The hardness of my heart is softened by the tenderness of HIS devotion. The darkness and hardness of my own bad decisions and choices is lightened and softened by the meekness and completeness of HIS forgiveness and mercy.
K) Trail Guides & Fellow Travelers
K) Trail Guides & Fellow Travelers
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>Reflect upon the following (Personal Reflection or Group Discussion)
I am protected from fear and harm, and from the darkness that seeks to hold me. I take firm hold of The Guiding Rod, knowing I will never be led astray, as long as I keep it within my grasp. I will never use this Rod to beat upon myself for past mistakes. Its only purpose is to Guide me in my preparation and on my journey.
>Trail Guides & Fellow Travelers
Birds which claim the sky as their dominion; fish and creatures of the water which hover beneath the surface of lakes, rivers, streams and oceans; animals of the land which roam the plains and mountains, the meadows and prairies; my own, who have gone upon this trail before me – I am guided by their influence and the presence of their spirits. I seek to follow them on a Good Road. One day, my voice may be heard by those who will also walk this trail.
>Crossroads Of The Spiritual Journey
are measured not only in time and place, but also in decisions that have been made.
At these Crossroads, I will Discover Valleys, Vistas and Viewpoints - that The Spiritual Journey is one of glorious beauty and limitless potential.
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Spirit Feathers
I use my adversity to learn of the blessing of becoming dependent upon a Guiding Presence From My CREATOR. There is a love that is equal to my need. There is a forgiveness that is beyond what I feel I deserve.
It is My CREATOR who has given me the gift, that I may come at any time, at any place, for any reason.
I look upon Creation and my relationship with My CREATOR as my real source of fulfillment and contentment.
I am lifted through an assurance that no separation needs to be permanent.
The spirit of presence and the presence of spirit may always remain.
I feel gratitude that the shattered pieces of my broken life have been restored to a vessel that is once more complete.
I reflect upon guilt as a feeling or attitude toward the mistakes that I have made, especially regarding my relationships.
I reflect upon shame as an expression of how I feel toward myself for having made those mistakes.
I look for The Guiding Influence of My CREATOR that is needed to move forward.
I learn that the lessons of
The Spiritual Journey are given through those who have gone before me. It is from them that I understand
Endurance is more than overcoming adversity. It is a commitment to preserve the Spiritual Center of a way of living. No matter how hard the path has been, My Elders have passed on to me, a compass that will keep me pointed in the right direction. This is my moment to keep on moving.
L) Returning To Base Camp
K) Trail Guides & Fellow Travelers
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>Reflect upon the following (Personal Reflection or Group Discussion)
Seeking & Accepting The Influence Of A Guiding Presence lifts and raises me onward, toward an end of bitterness towards persons and events that have been a source of pain.
I feel and see a reflection of HIS image in mine. I come to know that I have been and am created in the image of someone, something that I may become. I do one positive thing each day that will help me to find inner peace for myself. I do one positive thing each day that will enable me to become a better person.
I overcome the despair of pain through the HIS gentleness to my soul. I find joy in discovering for the 1st time, what gives me the most fulfillment and happiness. Better still is to be able to share those precious moments with someone who is important to me.
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1st Nation – Apache
May the sun bring you new energy by day, may the moon softly restore you by night, may the rain wash away your worries, may the breeze blow new strength into your being, may you walk gently through the world and
know it’s beauty all the days of your life.
– Apache Blessing
https://awaken.com/2021/09/native-american-prayers
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Spirit Feathers
I am a new creation. Like the sun that rises above the crest of a mountain, or the wave which returns to shore, I rise from what has been to leave my mark upon that which is about me. I am a part of that whole – for my part is of worth as my life touches that which is and those who are near me.
Each day, I renew my understanding of the Creation which was made for me and was placed here that I may come to learn that I am a part of it. Each day I change – not only by the cycle of nature around me, but through choice as well as circumstance. I renew my awareness of my potential. I become as Creation is – evolving, full of beauty, yet not quite finished.
Today is like all of my tomorrows – full of a hope that is equal to its challenge and struggle. I rise on this new day with a heart that is full of that hope. I face my challenges, knowing that each is but of a moment which may bring out the very best that is in me.
My inner strength is like the cycle of creation of which I am a part – limitless, for it is without beginning or end. I carry on through each day with a promise to myself, not forgetting the miracle that is within me.
I rise on this new day with a heart that is full of that hope. I face my challenges, knowing that each is but of a moment which may bring out the very best that is in me. My inner strength is like the cycle of creation of which I am a part –
limitless, for it is without beginning or end. I carry on through each day with a promise to myself, not forgetting the miracle that is within me.
1. Blessings Without End
3. Reflections Of The Journey
2. Returning To The Orchard
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>Reflect upon the following (Personal Reflection or Group Discussion)
I lift my heart, voice and soul in praise to My GREAT FATHER, for HIS never-ending love, for HIS ever-abiding presence, for whom HE desires to teach, to direct desires from the things that are wanted, to helping someone else with the things that they need.
My GREAT FATHER hears my words listens to my desires, that I learn the beauty of compassionate service as a genuine part of Recovery, the richness of sharing my experiences of Healing with someone else who may be struggling, like I once was.
It is by sharing that we lift up one another and walk together, to help someone else by asking them to help me. For both of us have a need to for compassion, that my craving and dependency, my challenges and struggles bring about the turning of my heart away from HIM, to place my heart and vision toward HIM, that I may partake of The Fruit Of HIS Tree Of Life and all that HE desires to give me, that no matter how big of a mess that my life has become because of my craving and dependency, my challenges and struggles — HE is ready to help me sort things out and put things in order.
What My GREAT FATHER sees in me is a reflection of HIS Image, to accept the chance to bear witness of HIS kindness. For by doing so brings a measure of Forgiveness Through HIS Justice and Mercy. To count the battles that I have won as well as the days that I have remained clean and sober.
By doing so, I remain in Recovery and Remission. I am not defined by my weaknesses, but how I overcome them, with HIS help. The extent and depth of my adversity is exceeded and overcome by the depth of HIS desire to cleanse wounds, restore my spirit, raise my soul and renew my life.
My GREAT FATHER would not want me to place myself upon a cross of guilt or shame. HE has done that for me, that I might hold my head up high with a sense of purpose and dignity. That motivation comes from making an ongoing commitment to Recovery.
HIS Love is also ongoing. Sobriety is a only part of Recovery. Forgiveness, Self-inventory, Service, a Relationship with HIM and with others are equal parts as well.
The value of giving up my craving and dependency for something that is better for me and the important people in my life, to place myself in HIS Good Hands when I make the Choice to die in HIM. For HE will take my hardship from me, that a better life can become mine, that HE gives, that I am never alone, that I will never be and that I never have been.
The Empowerment that comes from HIM as I Empower HIM to work miracle in my life, through as to surrender to HIS will for me. I lift my heart, voice and soul in praise to HIM, for HIS never ending love, for HIS ever abiding presence, for all that HE desires to teach me…...that Prayerful Confession, Humility and Accountability are an admission of need for HIM.
HIS Healing and Mercy surpasses the depth of my craving and dependency, my challenges and struggles. The completeness of Healing and Recovery comes from a surrender that is complete and without reservation. HE will Empower me to show trust in myself and in others. For that is when they will come to trust in me. I can come to gain their trust in me as well. For HE is ready to do the same. For a complete surrender will come about when I reach out my arms and heart to HIM.
My GREAT FATHER and I cultivate the Desirable Seed of Restoration. From HIS hand, I taste the Delicious Fruit of Recovery. There is no ground for the Hollow Seed of Failure. Its only yield will be the Sour Fruit of Emptiness.
My GREAT FATHER and I cultivate the Desirable Seed of Happiness. From HIS hand, I taste the Delicious Fruit of Joy. There is no ground for the Hollow Seed of Regret. Its only yield will be the Sour Fruit of Remorse.
It is at The Hand of My GREAT FATHER that My Spiritual Journey becomes one of Recovery and Healing. Through HIS Restoration And Renewal, My Spiritual Journey leads me on a course that is unknown. Still, there is a sense of familiarity, for there is a sense of HIS Guiding Presence.
I know that My GREAT FATHER will always be there when I call for HIM, that HE will call on me, take me in HIS loving arms, restore my need and restore me to HIS fold. HE will bless, heal, restore and watch over me. THE GREAT FATHER is always there to invite me to HIS Orchard, that I may Taste The Better Fruit from HIS Tree Of Life.
I come to The Orchard of
My GREAT FATHER with a sense of HIS abiding presence, assured that HE will watch over me and provide for me. HIS is the same Hand which sustains and guides me on My Spiritual Journey – now, as before and always.
2. Returning To The Orchard
3. Reflections Of The Journey
2. Returning To The Orchard
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>Reflect upon the following (Personal Reflection or Group Discussion)
My Spiritual Journey brings me to The Orchard of My GREAT FATHER, where as before, I find HIM among the trees - preparing, planting and pruning.
As HE tends to every tree, HE tends my every need through HIS offer of rest, refreshment and reflection. HE invites me to work at HIS side for a time. Together, we nurture fruit that is desirable and delicious. There is no ground for the Hollow Seed of Rage. Its only yield will be the Sour Fruit of Loathing.
My GREAT FATHER and I cultivate the Desirable Seed of Awareness. From HIS hand, I taste the Delicious Fruit of Commitment. There is no ground for the Hollow Seed of Anger. Its only yield will be the Sour Fruit of Hostility.
My GREAT FATHER and I cultivate the Desirable Seed of Respect. From HIS hand, I taste the Delicious Fruit of Dependability. There is no ground for the Hollow Seed of Sarcasm. Its only yield will be the Sour Fruit of Cynicism.
My GREAT FATHER and I cultivate the Desirable Seed of Kindness. From HIS hand, I taste the Delicious Fruit of Compassion. There is no ground for the Hollow Seed of Abuse. Its only yield will be the Sour Fruit of Neglect.
My GREAT FATHER and I cultivate the Desirable Seed of Assurance. From HIS hand, I taste the My GREAT FATHER. There is no ground for the Hollow Seed of Deceit. Its only yield will be the Sour Fruit of Sabotage.
My GREAT FATHER and I cultivate the Desirable Seed of Fulfillment. From HIS hand, I taste the Delicious Fruit of Contentment. There is no ground for the Hollow Seed of False Recognition. Its only yield will be the Sour Fruit of Empty Dreams.
My GREAT FATHER and I cultivate the Desirable Seed of Genuine Appreciation. From HIS hand, I taste the Delicious Fruit of Gratitude. There is no ground for the Hollow Seed of Flattery. Its only yield will be the Sour Fruit of Pride.
My GREAT FATHER and I cultivate the Desirable Seed of Faith. From HIS hand, I taste the Delicious Fruit of Hope. There is no ground for the Hollow Seed of With-drawl. Its only yield will be the Sour Fruit of Isolation.
My GREAT FATHER and I cultivate the Desirable Seed of Restitution. From HIS hand, I taste the Delicious Fruit of Forgiveness Through HIS Justice and Mercy. There is no ground for the Hollow Seed of Disgust. Its only yield will be the Sour Fruit of Impatience.
My GREAT FATHER and I cultivate the Desirable Seed of Cleansing. From HIS hand, I taste the Delicious Fruit of Healing. There is no ground for the Hollow Seed of Skepticism. Its only yield will be the Sour Fruit of Intolerance.
My GREAT FATHER and I cultivate the Desirable Seed of Honor. From HIS hand, I taste the Delicious Fruit of Respect. There is no ground for the Hollow Seed of Despair. Its only yield will be the Sour Fruit of Sorrow.
My GREAT FATHER and I cultivate the Desirable Seed of Self-Awareness. From HIS hand, I taste the Delicious Fruit of Improvement. There is no ground for the Hollow Seed of Injury. Its only yield will be the Sour Fruit of Bitterness.
My GREAT FATHER and I cultivate the Desirable Seed of Completeness. From HIS hand, I taste the Delicious Fruit of Wholeness. The sweetness of HIS fruit is matched by the sweetness of HIS presence, both of which will remain as I travel on.
I come to The Orchard of THE GREAT FATHER with a sense of HIS abiding presence, assured that HE will watch over me and provide for me. HIS is the same Hand which sustains and guides me on My Spiritual Journey – now, as before and always.
I taste The Better Fruit when…
...I seem to have tried to do this all by myself. My GREAT FATHER reminds me that I could have asked for HIS help in the first place, that HE is here now to help me move forward.
...I think about my mortal being becoming separated from my spirit. HE assures me that my spirit still be one with HIS.
...I continue through treatment and recovery. I become united with HIM that I might know of the continued presence of
My GREAT FATHER.
3. Reflections Of The Journey
3. Reflections Of The Journey
3. Reflections Of The Journey
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>Reflect upon the following (Personal Reflection or Group Discussion)
My Spiritual Journey is not meant to be an easy one. Among its purposes are for me to learn to be self-reliant while knowing I can rely on My GREAT FATHER for guidance and protection.
HE travels with me and I know that HE will never turn HIS back on me.
HE is always there to invite me to HIS Orchard once again, that I may continue to taste The Spiritual Fruit from HIS Tree Of Life.
I taste The Spiritual Fruit when…
...I assume the role of primary care giver for a loved one who has lost a degree of independence. I watch as My GREAT FATHER sends miracles through the course of each day — through healing and through generous acts of kindness from others, known and unknown.
...wandering paths take me through majestic canyons, magnificent deserts, inspiring water fronts, inspirational byways and vistas. I kneel at the foot of towering spires of canyon walls adorned with trees, or exquisite chapels of worship. My GREAT FATHER speaks majestically, but without word, for the panorama before me speaks of its praise for HIM. It is to HIM that I offer a prayer of gratitude for HIS presence and for HIS guidance.
I taste The Spiritual Fruit when…
...the pain of age seems to have become my constant companion.
My GREAT FATHER allows me to find a constant presence.
...I watch in celebration and in sorrow, the celebrations and trials of each child.
It is from My GREAT FATHER that I gain a small glimpse of the joy and sadness that HE must feel for each of HIS children.
...I come to see that flirting with a temptation that is influence by my craving and dependency, by my challenges and struggles is a poor means of escaping. I learn that seeking to escape from my struggle has no benefit, but fleeing toward HIM does.
...the hand of fellowship is extended during periods of struggle, change, loss and celebration.
… My GREAT FATHER brings us together to celebrate HIS love for each of HIS children, a celebration that becomes a source of endurance.
...friends and family are at my side to share moments of genuine joy.
I will continue to taste The Better Fruit when…
… My GREAT FATHER has brought us into each other’s lives.
...I start a new chapter in life through a new pursuit or a new endeavor. HE has led me to this point, HE will lead me on.
...I find myself overwhelmed in moments of uncertainty, when I am about to begin something new. My GREAT FATHER places a cloak of assurance upon me, which warms my spirit with determination and confidence.
...I seek Forgiveness from others for wrongs committed. My GREAT FATHER answers prayers for softened hearts.
...overwhelmed by the responsibility of managing affairs of day-to-day life, trying only to make ends meet. HE accepts my offering of substance. In return HE blesses me through the Abundance and Richness of Charity Through HIS Pure Love…
...I search for a portion of HIS Peace. I find that portion which will take root and become as a Tree Of Life that bears a fruit that is delicious and desirable. In arrogance, I demand to know the reason for my adversity. My GREAT FATHER teaches me that Humility is a Spiritual Fruit from HIS Tree Of Life.
>Mountain Song (Navaho)
In a holy place with a god I walk,
In a holy place with a god I walk,
On Tsĭsnadzĭʹni with a god I walk,
On a chief of mountains with a god I walk. In old age wandering with a god I walk. On a trail of beauty with a god I walk.
II
In a holy place with a god I walk,
In a holy place with a god I walk,
On Tsótsĭl with a god I walk,
On a chief of mountains with a god I walk. In old age wandering with a god I walk. On a trail of beauty with a god I walk.
III
In a holy place with a god I walk,
In a holy place with a god I walk,
On Dokoslíd with a god I walk,
On a chief of mountains with a god I walk. In old age wandering with a god I walk. On a trail of beauty with a god I walk.
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4. HEAVENLY CREATOR
4. HEAVENLY CREATOR
3. Reflections Of The Journey
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My GREAT FATHER is
My HEAVENLY CREATOR.
My Prayer is an Expression of Simple Desire. HE responds with an Expression of HIS Restoration and Renewal.
My GREAT FATHER is My TREE OF LIFE. HE invites me to Come, Rest and Partake Of A Fruit that is Desirable and Delicious – The Fruit Of Spiritual Awakening.
I call on HIM as HE calls on me. The Bond of Our Love is unceasing.
My GREAT FATHER Loves Me
HE assures me that I do not have to pretend that everything is nifty when I am actually hurting inside. HE knows my heart and how to mend it. HE knows my mistakes and how to fix them. HE knows my dreams and how they can and will come true – including the dream of being safe, sober, healed, complete. HE has chosen me to receive HIS fullness and wholeness. HE gives me the breath that breathes within me. HE brings calm in the face of confusion, by reaching out to my downtrodden soul that was once alone and isolated. HE lifts me up from a gutter that was once filled with commotion. HE Loves Me with a Treasure of HIS Presence And Protection.
I taste The Better Fruit when…
...the nights are long and the darkness is equal to the despair in my soul. My GREAT FATHER brings HIS presence to abide with me.
...a day of life becomes darker than the night. My GREAT FATHER brings HIS light to show me the way.
I Love My GREAT FATHER
for HIS Healing, Restoring and Uplifting me.
5. DIVINE SHEPHERD
4. HEAVENLY CREATOR
5. DIVINE SHEPHERD
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My GREAT FATHER is
My DIVINE SHEPHERD.
My Prayer is an Expression of Longing. My GREAT FATHER responds with an Expression of Uplifting.
My GREAT FATHER is My TREE OF LIFE. HE invites me to Come, Rest and Partake Of A Fruit that is Desirable and Delicious –
The Fruit of Commitment.
I call on HIM as HE calls on me. The Bond of Our Love is unceasing.
My GREAT FATHER Loves Me
By giving me Hope when it seems as if there is none. HE brings me to stand at the side of the curbside before HIM, as if I had fallen alongside a street on My Trail Of Tears. HE has walked upon HIS own Trail of Tears. A stranger was summoned to aid HIM. Now I am summoned to aid HIM by assisting any stranger who I find laying in the gutter — unaware of surroundings, of the presence of anyone. The stranger is
My Brother or Sister. HIS care is for all of HIS children.
I taste The Better Fruit when…
…on an unexpected day, I may be given the Gift of Forgiveness Through HIS Justice and Mercy. That Forgiveness may also come from those who had left me on that day long before. I know
My GREAT FATHER answers a prayer according to HIS time and will for all of us, both of which are unknown but only to HIM.
...my wandering takes me to the streets, well past the hour of slumber — the light of ambition and motivation dimmed with a loss of a sense of purpose.
My GREAT FATHER comes to bring reassurance.
I Love My GREAT FATHER
for HIS Mercy, Understanding and Forgiveness. HE is always there, especially when I feel limited in my ability to care for myself.
HE stands, reaching out to me when I lie face down in the gutter. HE stands, reaching out to me when I have been living a life that has been aimless and hollow, with no apparent meaning or purpose. That life was once as empty as the space that surrounded me.
6. KIND PROVIDER
4. HEAVENLY CREATOR
5. DIVINE SHEPHERD
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My GREAT FATHER is My KIND PROVIDER.
My Prayer is an Expression of
My Self-Perceived Inadequacies. My GREAT FATHER responds with an Expression of HIS Tenderness, that a desire to be made perfect at HIS hand is all that HE desires for me and expects of me.
My GREAT FATHER is My TREE OF LIFE. HE invites me to Come, Rest and Partake Of A Fruit that is Desirable and Delicious – The Fruit Of Dependability.
I call on HIM as HE calls on me. The Bond of Our Love is unceasing.
My GREAT FATHER Loves Me
HE assists me in overcoming my faults, as HE overcame the imperfection of all. HE helps me in my attempt to overcome inadequacies. HE helps me to recognize the portion of HIS perfection that lies within my soul, regardless of faults or flaws or perhaps because of them.
I taste The Better Fruit when…
,,,I ascend to a loftier place than the darks streets of years past. My GREAT FATHER reminds me that I did not get there by myself. HIS hand raises me from the darkness, raises me toward the light.
...a family is taken from me because of my craving and dependency, my challenges and struggles. As HIS Presence abides with me, so it shall remain with them.
I Love My GREAT FATHER
HE is the prayer song that sings from My Heart. HE is the story that I write and speak with Gratitude.
7. MERCIFUL JUDGE
8. IMMORTAL PROTECTOR
8. IMMORTAL PROTECTOR
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My GREAT FATHER is
My MERCIFUL JUDGE.
My Prayer is an Expression of Awareness of what may and what shall be. My GREAT FATHER responds with an Expression of making it possible through HIS Divine Presence and My Childlike Faith.
My GREAT FATHER is
My TREE OF LIFE. HE invites me to Come, Rest and Partake Of A Fruit that is Desirable and Delicious –The Fruit Of Obedience.
I call on HIM as HE calls on me. The Bond of Our Love is unceasing.
My GREAT FATHER Loves Me
HE fills my morning with song, through the chorus of bluebirds and wrens that greet me. HE lifts my soul through a gentle blessing of peace, tranquility.
I Love My GREAT FATHER
for the moments of HIS Presence when I have felt alone and isolated. A new adventure begins with a new reality and a brand-new dream.
8. IMMORTAL PROTECTOR
8. IMMORTAL PROTECTOR
8. IMMORTAL PROTECTOR
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My GREAT FATHER is
My IMMORTAL PROTECTOR.
My Prayer is an Expression of Dependence Upon HIM.
My GREAT FATHER responds with an Expression of Assurance Of HIS Abiding Presence.
My GREAT FATHER is
My TREE OF LIFE. HE invites me to Come, Rest and Partake Of A Fruit that is Desirable and Delicious – The Fruit Of Gentleness.
I call on HIM as HE calls on me.
The Bond of Our Love is unceasing.
My GREAT FATHER Loves Me
HE is ever-mindful of me. I am HIS Child – totally dependent upon HIM, my faith growing with an awareness of HIS presence.
I Love My GREAT FATHER for creating this world for me, for creating me in HIS image.
9. CONSTANT DEFENDER
8. IMMORTAL PROTECTOR
10) EVERLASTING EXAMPLE
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My GREAT FATHER is
My CONSTANT DEFENDER.
My Prayer is an Expression of Joy In The Present Moment.
My GREAT FATHER responds with an Expression of HIS Unending Gladness That I Am in HIS Presence.
My GREAT FATHER is My TREE OF LIFE. HE invites me to Come, Rest and Partake Of A Fruit that is Desirable and Delicious – The Fruit Of Acceptance. I call on HIM as HE calls on me. The Bond of Our Love is unceasing.
My GREAT FATHER Loves Me.
HE guides me with a patience that is gentle. Though time has passed, never to be recovered, HE offers unending moments of happiness and joy.
I Love My GREAT FATHER for HIS is a HOLY PRESENCE in the midst of affliction and jubilation. HE is the answer to my every question.
10) EVERLASTING EXAMPLE
10) EVERLASTING EXAMPLE
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My GREAT FATHER is
My EVERLASTING EXAMPLE.
My Prayer is an Expression of Discovery. My GREAT FATHER responds with an Expression of the Sanctity of HIS Peace.
My GREAT FATHER is My TREE OF LIFE. HE invites me to Come, Rest and Partake Of A Fruit that is Desirable and Delicious –The Fruit Of Contentment.
I call on HIM as HE calls on me. The Bond of Our Love is unceasing.
My GREAT FATHER Loves Me.
HE hears my words listens to my desires.
I Love My GREAT FATHER.
HE hears me whenever I call upon HIS Holy, Blessed Name.
11) PERPETUAL TEACHER
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My GREAT FATHER is
My PERPETUAL TEACHER.
My Prayer is an Expression of Gratitude For Knowing HIM.
My GREAT FATHER responds with an Expression that HE knows me and loves me as One Of HIS Own.
My GREAT FATHER is My TREE OF LIFE. HE invites me to Come, Rest and Partake Of A Fruit that is Desirable and Delicious –
The Fruit Of Gratitude.
I call on HIM as HE calls on me. The Bond of Our Love is unceasing.
My GREAT FATHER Loves Me
with an acceptance of my prayer and plea, though my heart and soul are like my words: weak and inadequate.
I Love My GREAT FATHER.
HE is the source of comfort that I find in the morning. HE is the source of solace that I find in my hour of sorrow.
12) FRIEND OF FRIENDS
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My GREAT FATHER is
My FRIEND OF FRIENDS.
My Prayer is an Expression of Seeking For The Miracle Of HIS Presence. My GREAT FATHER responds with an Expression of Confirmation that HE shall remain at my side to guide at my front, to lead, at my side to grant me rest, to remain at my side to nourish and heal - to grant me rest, refreshment and renewal.
My GREAT FATHER is My TREE OF LIFE. HE invites me to Come, Rest and Partake Of A Fruit that is Desirable and Delicious – The Fruit Of Gratitude. I call on HIM as HE calls on me. The Bond of Our Love is unceasing.
My GREAT FATHER Loves Me to sustain me through the passing of each hour.
I Love My GREAT FATHER.
HIS presence is a miracle in and of itself. HE lifts me in HIS arms that HE might carry my heartache. HE makes a covenant with me that HE will always be with me. HIS are the miracles that happen when I ask HIM to have a presence in my life. I recognize that such miracles have been occurring all about me, all along. My recognition began when I invited HIM to enter my life and remain in my heart.
13. GRACEFUL COMPANION
15. COMPASSIONATE REDEEMER
13. GRACEFUL COMPANION
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My GREAT FATHER is
My GRACEFUL COMPANION.
My Prayer is an Expression of Regret For Attitude and Behavior. My GREAT FATHER responds with an Expression of Accepting me, faulted and faded tough I may be.
My GREAT FATHER is My TREE OF LIFE. HE invites me to Come, Rest and Partake Of A Fruit that is Desirable and Delicious –
The Fruit Of Respect. I call upon HIM as HE calls upon me. The Bond of Our Love is unceasing.
My GREAT FATHER Loves Me
that I might prosper through the richness of HIS Bounty. HIS is the miracle of being accepted by HIM, even if I am unacceptable to myself through attitude, action, appearance or word.
I Love My GREAT FATHER.
HE takes my heavy load to carry it for me, over the peaks and the steep trails that lie ahead.
HE lifts my burden that it may be lightened. HIS image remains deep within me.
14. MERCIFUL HEALER
15. COMPASSIONATE REDEEMER
13. GRACEFUL COMPANION
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My GREAT FATHER is My MERCIFUL HEALER.
My Prayer is an Expression of Living Beyond A Wish. My GREAT FATHER responds with an Expression of What May Be and What Will Become.
My GREAT FATHER is My TREE OF LIFE. HE invites me to Come, Rest and Partake Of A Fruit that is Desirable and Delicious –
The Fruit Of Change Of Attitude Through HIS Peaceful Intervention. I call on HIM as HE calls on me. The Bond of Our Love is unceasing.
My GREAT FATHER Loves Me to show me that my possibilities are without limit. HIS is the changing of a dream into something that is more than a hope or a dream.
I Love My GREAT FATHER.
HE calls me HIS Blessed Child, in a voice which is much like the salve with which HE Cleanses and Heals my wounds and bruises, and as HE is Kind and Compassionate. HE gives me a Vision, that it may become a Reality.
15. COMPASSIONATE REDEEMER
15. COMPASSIONATE REDEEMER
15. COMPASSIONATE REDEEMER
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My GREAT FATHER is
My COMPASSIONATE REDEEMER.
My Prayer is an Expression of Stunned Amazement that HE would accept me in the face of my faults and imperfections. HE responds with an
Expression of My Worth To HIM.
My GREAT FATHER is My TREE OF LIFE. HE invites me to Come, Rest and Partake Of A Fruit that is Desirable and Delicious –The Fruit Of PROVIDENCE of HIS Hand. I call upon HIM as HE calls upon me. The Bond of Our Love is unceasing.
My GREAT FATHER Loves Me to raise me in my hour of self-doubt.
I Love My GREAT FATHER.
HE desires that I realize the worth of that which really matters. I gain inner strength through my faith in HIM, through HIS faith in me.
Through the endlessness of HIS sacrifice, the guilt of imperfections is steadily and completely erased.
16. FAITHFUL MENTOR
17. SUPREME ADVOCATE
15. COMPASSIONATE REDEEMER
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My GREAT FATHER is
My FAITHFUL MENTOR.
My Prayer is an Expression of Determination. My GREAT FATHER responds with an
Expression of Wholeness of HIS Commitment To My Welfare.
My GREAT FATHER is My TREE OF LIFE. HE invites me to Come, Rest and Partake Of A Fruit that is Desirable and Delicious –
The Fruit Of Finding Peace Through Spiritual Awareness. I call upon HIM as HE calls upon me.
The Bond of Our Love is unceasing.
My GREAT FATHER Loves Me to take my sorrows and place
HIS peace within me.
I Love My GREAT FATHER.
HE looks upon me as one of HIS cherished creations. HE would have me do the same. I will never fail, as long as I keep trying, as long as I rely upon HIM.
17. SUPREME ADVOCATE
17. SUPREME ADVOCATE
17. SUPREME ADVOCATE
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My GREAT FATHER is
My SUPREME ADVOCATE.
My Prayer is an Expression of Self Realization. My GREAT FATHER responds with an Expression of HIS having placed the potential for perfection within me.
My GREAT FATHER is
My TREE OF LIFE. HE invites me to Come, Rest and Partake Of A Fruit that is Desirable and Delicious – The Fruit Of Emerging From The Darkness Of Confusion, Chaos And Despair. I call upon HIM as HE calls upon me. The Bond of Our Love is unceasing.
My GREAT FATHER Loves Me to bring me up from the depth of my sadness.
I Love My GREAT FATHER
I will never leave This Very Time And Place – with HIM always.
My GREAT FATHER will never leave my side – with me, without end. I reflect upon myself as a person of worth. I reflect upon myself as a person whom HE loves.
18. DELIVERANCE
17. SUPREME ADVOCATE
17. SUPREME ADVOCATE
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My GREAT FATHER is
My DELIVERANCE.
My Prayer is an Expression of Endurance. My GREAT FATHER responds with an
Expression of providing consistency to remain steadfast.
My GREAT FATHER is
My TREE OF LIFE. HE invites me to Come, Rest and Partake Of A Fruit that is Desirable and Delicious – The Fruit Of Self Reliance. I call upon My GREAT FATHER as HE calls upon me. The Bond of Our Love is unceasing.
My GREAT FATHER Loves Me to give me a treasure of HIS Presence And Protection.
I Love My GREAT FATHER.
HE helps me to do one positive thing each day that assists me in finding inner peace. HE helps me to do one positive thing each day that enables me to become a better person. HE seeks to guide me in a way that is firm, yet kind and gentle. HE walks with me upon a Pathway to Self-Discovery.
19. CREATOR
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My GREAT FATHER is My CREATOR.
My Prayer is an Expression of Need for HIS Intervention.
My GREAT FATHER responds with an Expression to help me move forward.
My GREAT FATHER is
My TREE OF LIFE. HE invites me to Come, Rest and Partake Of A Fruit that is Desirable and Delicious - The Fruit Of Opportunities. I call upon HIM as HE calls upon me. The Bond of Our Love is unceasing.
My GREAT FATHER Loves Me to polish my imperfections. My craving and dependency, my self-imposed challenges and struggles are roadblocks that have kept me from moving on. I am ready to ask HIM to help me remove them that I may continue to travel upon the road that HE has prepared for me. My GREAT FATHER is always there to make HIS presence known to my soul and spirit.
I Love My GREAT FATHER in moments of need for quiet peace and comfort.
20. DEVOTED MASTER
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My GREAT FATHER is
My DEVOTED MASTER.
My Prayer is an Expression of Completeness.
My GREAT FATHER responds with an Expression of correcting all that is wrong, that all may be right by and through HIM.
My GREAT FATHER is
My TREE OF LIFE. HE invites me to Come, Rest and Partake Of A Fruit that is Desirable and Delicious – The Fruit Of Self Reliance. I call upon HIM as HE calls upon me. The Bond of Our Love is unceasing.
My GREAT FATHER Loves Me
HE will give all that HE has, that I might become as HE is –full of Peace, Hope, Joy. I do not know how HE does. So far as I am able, I know that HE is for it is at HIS Hand that I become as Creation – evolving, full of beauty, yet not quite finished. Yet, I always have been and always will be one of HIS. My GREAT FATHER is mine – without condition, without pretense. And I am HIS.
I Love My GREAT FATHER.
Ours is a validation that we will always remain present, with and for each other. It is through HIS Touch, that I am renewed and made into something that is better than before, as if my very soul and spirit were as a canvass upon which HE would place an image of HIS Supreme Grandeur. Knowing HE would do this for me may be among the Greatest Treasures Of My Spiritual Journey.
21. DIVINE SHEPHERD
21. DIVINE SHEPHERD
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My GREAT FATHER is
My DIVINE SHEPHERD.
My Prayer is an Expression of
Wonder of HIS knowing the depth of pain within a heart that has truly been broken, if not into seemingly unmendable pieces.
My GREAT FATHER responds with an Expression of holding me in Spirit, as a Loving Father would soothe a wounded child, while calmly kissing away each tear that falls.
My GREAT FATHER is
My TREE OF LIFE. HE invites me to Come, Rest and Partake Of A Fruit that is Desirable and Delicious – The Fruit Of Reliance Upon HIS Guiding Presence.
I call upon HIM as HE calls upon me. The Bond of Our Love is unceasing.
My GREAT FATHER Loves Me to give me all that HE has. It is from my relationship with HIM, that I seek to show respect for myself, for others, for the Creation in which HE has placed me. I seek to find a way to honor HIM as The Mender Of My Heart, still broken, but in repair at HIS Hand.
I Love My GREAT FATHER.
HE assures me that it will take time for the heartache and sorrow to pass. But as my awareness of HIM and my understanding of the depth of HIS love for me deepens, each scar and wound shall be gently and tenderly calmed, cleansed, created anew.
22. KIND PROVIDER
24. EVERLASTING EXAMPLE
21. DIVINE SHEPHERD
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My GREAT FATHER is
My KIND PROVIDER.
My Prayer is an Expression of Need for HIM to always remain – consistent, continuing, always caring, never to leave - always to remain. Always. My GREAT FATHER responds with an Expression of Quiet Solitude.
My GREAT FATHER is
My TREE OF LIFE. HE invites me to Come, Rest and Partake Of A Fruit that is Desirable and Delicious – The Fruit Of Forgiveness Through HIS Justice And Mercy. I call upon HIM as HE calls upon me. The Bond of Our Love is unceasing.
My GREAT FATHER Loves Me that HE might guide me in my relationships. HE guides me in a way that is firm, yet kind and gentle. HE helps me TO learn from my mistakes, including a Faith that is strengthened and deepened as I come to HIM to offer a yearning that HE might draw me near and that I might draw myself near unto HIM.
I Love My GREAT FATHER.
HE will always be there, always to care, always to grant me the Hope, Healing, Happiness for which I seek and that which HE seeks to give me. HIS is the desire that I may become aware that HE is always present – never to leave or forsake me. This is the depth of the Hope that HE awaits to give. It is the depth of Hope for which I have longed.
23. MERCIFUL JUDGE
24. EVERLASTING EXAMPLE
24. EVERLASTING EXAMPLE
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My GREAT FATHER is
My MERCIFUL JUDGE.
My Prayer is an Expression of Amazement at all that surrounds me, for HE truly is the MASTER DESIGNER and CREATOR.
HE responds with an Expression of Might – not one that is overpowering.
My GREAT FATHER is
My TREE OF LIFE. HE invites me to Come, Rest and Partake Of A Fruit that is Desirable and Delicious – The Fruit Of Prayerful Confession Through Humility And Accountability. I call upon HIM as HE calls upon me. The Bond of Our Love is unceasing.
My GREAT FATHER Loves Me to bless me in all good things that I set out to do. I Reflect upon what I have come to value at this point on My Spiritual Journey, including the value that HE feels for me.
HE looks upon me with a desire to show me the abundance of all that HE desires to make of my spirit and of my very being. Like HIS Very Creation, I become submissive to HIS desire and responding to HIS design.
HE molds me into one of HIS Masterpieces, that will pronounce praise unto HIM in return.
HE teaches me that it is through submission to HIS will, that I will discover ultimate joy from knowing that I am truly HIS.
I Love My GREAT FATHER.
HIS is an Expression of HIS Might:
to toss the ocean waves; to blow the powerful wind; to cleanse HIS Creation with tempest and fire. HE cleanses me through: a fire within my soul; a piercing of my spirit; a calm whispering, as if to say, ‘Peace. Peace, Be Still’.
24. EVERLASTING EXAMPLE
24. EVERLASTING EXAMPLE
24. EVERLASTING EXAMPLE
ILLUSTRATION - jplenio (pixabay.com)
My GREAT FATHER is My EVERLASTING EXAMPLE.
My Prayer is an Expression of Desire For HIS Approval.
HE responds with an
Expression of Complete, Total and Full Acceptance Without Reservation, Hesitation or Limitation.
My GREAT FATHER is
My TREE OF LIFE. HE invites me to Come, Rest and Partake Of A Fruit that is Desirable and Delicious – The Fruit Of Realizing That I May Accept Myself For Who I Am And For What I May Become. I call upon HIM as HE calls upon me. The Bond of Our Love is unceasing.
My GREAT FATHER Loves Me
to lift me from those moments when I feel overwhelmed, discouraged from the struggle that is taking place around me. HE looks upon me with a desire to show me the vastness of the eternity that lies within my heart.
I Love My GREAT FATHER for HIS sharing the Magnificence of HIS Creation with me.
N) TALKING CIRCLE (Honoring Lacee & Molly)
1) Eagle has known this sky before, has looked down from above.
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2) Bison has shared this ground, as on the prairies and plains once roamed.
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3) Ancestors shared a common trail, when forced to leave behind all that was rightly theirs.
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4) Making their way upon a harsh, rugged path - their dead in shallow graves.
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5) They journeyed on, remaining strong as they recalled a better place and time.
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Trail of Tears, in U.S. history, the forced relocation during the 1830s of Eastern Woodlands Indians of the Southeast region of the United States (including Cherokee, Creek, Chickasaw, Choctaw, and Seminole, among other nations) to Indian Territory west of the Mississippi River. Estimates based on tribal and military records suggest that approximately 100,000 indigenous people were forced from their homes during that period, which is sometimes known as the removal era, and that some 15,000 died during the journey west. The term Trail of Tears invokes the collective suffering those people experienced, although it is most commonly used in reference to the removal experiences of the Southeast Indians generally and the Cherokee nation specifically. The physical trail consisted of several overland routes and one main water route and, by passage of the Omnibus Public Lands Management Act in 2009, stretched some 5,045 miles (about 8,120 km) across portions of nine states (Alabama, Arkansas, Georgia, Illinois, Kentucky, Missouri, North Carolina, Oklahoma, and Tennessee). Trail of Tears | Facts, Map, & Significance | Britannica
6) Though thousands lost in the bitter frost, their spirits would remain...
How Many Natives Died on the Trail of Tears? - History in Charts
CHEROKEE...20,000 removed;
15,000 survived; 5,000 died
CREEK...19,600 removed;
16,000 survived;3,500 died
CHOCKTAW...12,500 removed;
9,500 survived; 3,000 died
SEMINOLE...2,833 removed;
2,133 survived; 2,633 died
7) Those who survived arrived on barren plains, distant from their homes, a way of life once known.
ILLUSTRATION - Boston Public Library (unsplash.com)
8) Traditions, ways of life remained - deep in the heart and soul.
ILLUSTRATION Trail of Tears - The Creek and Cherokee (weebly.com)
9) ...their stories for the generations to come.
10) The trail upon which their feet once trod - there lies a simple fragrant rose...
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10) The trail upon which their feet once trod - there lies a simple fragrant rose...
10) The trail upon which their feet once trod - there lies a simple fragrant rose...
10) The trail upon which their feet once trod - there lies a simple fragrant rose...
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11) ...which joins with Eagle, Bison with those who walked before.
10) The trail upon which their feet once trod - there lies a simple fragrant rose...
12) Gathered in circle to offer gifts for the Generation soon to come.
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12) Gathered in circle to offer gifts for the Generation soon to come.
10) The trail upon which their feet once trod - there lies a simple fragrant rose...
12) Gathered in circle to offer gifts for the Generation soon to come.
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N) TALKING CIRCLE (Honoring Lacee & Molly)
13)Eagle's Gift, an offering of EMPOWERMENT to fulfill LIFE NEEDS.
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14) Bison speaks of HOPE that INDEPENDENCE might abide, with LIFE VALUES to be our guide.
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15) Cherokee Rose offers a Blessing to make a CHOICE, to fulfill their SPIRITUAL NEEDS.
16) The Blessing Of The Generations is one of HOPE, that SPIRITUAL VALUES might be maintained
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16) The Blessing Of The Generations is one of HOPE, that SPIRITUAL VALUES might be maintained
16) The Blessing Of The Generations is one of HOPE, that SPIRITUAL VALUES might be maintained
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17) Eagle raises Feathers with a Blessing of VISION, in a SPIRITUAL EXPRESSION of Love.
18) Bison speaks of HEALING - Body, Heart, Mind, Spirit and Soul - that from their wounds they might
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18) Bison speaks of HEALING - Body, Heart, Mind, Spirit and Soul - that from their wounds they might
18) Bison speaks of HEALING - Body, Heart, Mind, Spirit and Soul - that from their wounds they might
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19) Cherokee Rose speaks of COURAGE that we may continue on;
21) Feather is passed within the Circle in reverent silence, a testament to those who have gone on.
20) Generations join in a Blessing of Bond with FAMILY - drawn one to another.
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20) Generations join in a Blessing of Bond with FAMILY - drawn one to another.
21) Feather is passed within the Circle in reverent silence, a testament to those who have gone on.
20) Generations join in a Blessing of Bond with FAMILY - drawn one to another.
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21) Feather is passed within the Circle in reverent silence, a testament to those who have gone on.
21) Feather is passed within the Circle in reverent silence, a testament to those who have gone on.
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22) Such is The Blessing of The Talking Circle...
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23) ...as the Sacred Feather among them is passed unto this day...
24) ...that the Blessing of THE GREAT FATHER might abide to love, protect, heal all along the way.
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24) ...that the Blessing of THE GREAT FATHER might abide to love, protect, heal all along the way.
24) ...that the Blessing of THE GREAT FATHER might abide to love, protect, heal all along the way.
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They honored us, may we honor them, their traditions and their ways.
N) TALKING CIRCLE (Honoring Lacee & Molly)
25)So now it is at this time and in this place...
25)So now it is at this time and in this place...
25)So now it is at this time and in this place...
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26)...they have passed their blessings to me.
25)So now it is at this time and in this place...
25)So now it is at this time and in this place...
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27) I have been drawn into The Circle Of KIVA,
25)So now it is at this time and in this place...
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28)that my Spiritual Journey might take me on a Trail,
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29)that is free of Tears, which will bring about Healing and Recovery that is complete.
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30)From their blessing I am assured I will not be alone as I travel on.
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31)The Monarch of The Sky, The Eagle shall be watching from above...
31)The Monarch of The Sky, The Eagle shall be watching from above...
31)The Monarch of The Sky, The Eagle shall be watching from above...
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32)...for me to travel on toward the next horizon...
31)The Monarch of The Sky, The Eagle shall be watching from above...
31)The Monarch of The Sky, The Eagle shall be watching from above...
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33)...the new summit waiting to be crossed.
31)The Monarch of The Sky, The Eagle shall be watching from above...
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34) Bison will lead me upon land below...
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35)...sharing the strength of wisdom...
35)...sharing the strength of wisdom...
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36)...protecting from danger and harm.
35)...sharing the strength of wisdom...
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N) TALKING CIRCLE (Honoring Lacee & Molly)
37) I receive a Blessing from The Fathers.
37) I receive a Blessing from The Fathers.
37) ILLUSTRATION Boston Public Library- Man in black and white jacket photo – Free Portrait Image on Unsplash
38) They have told me of THE GREAT FATHER above.
37) I receive a Blessing from The Fathers.
38) ILLUSTRATION Boston Public Library- American Indian Pictures | Download Free Images on Unsplash
39) The Eagle, The Bison and The Cherokee Rose have shown me,
39) The Eagle, The Bison and The Cherokee Rose have shown me,
39) ILLUSTRATION (pixabay.com)
40) of an ever, unending love.
39) The Eagle, The Bison and The Cherokee Rose have shown me,
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41) In The Talking Circle I have listened,
41) ILLUSTRATION Boston Public Library- Free Portrait Image on Unsplash
43) I will walk The Good Road before me,
43) I will walk The Good Road before me,
43) I will walk The Good Road before me,
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44) remembering what I have learned.
43) I will walk The Good Road before me,
43) I will walk The Good Road before me,
44) ILLUSTRATION (unsplash.com)
45) At sunset we shall gather...
43) I will walk The Good Road before me,
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46) ...to share the journey of the day.
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Hunstsman Cancer Institutes
Aug 18, 2020
Lacee Harris, a spiritual care volunteer at HCI, passed away on August 6, 2020. Born on the Uintah and Ouray Reservation in Fort Duchesne, Utah, Lacee volunteered spiritual support to patients at HCI for several years. He previously served as the University of Utah’s Indian Education Advisor for 14 years and helped design the current U of U logo.
A few HCI team members who knew Lacee remember him with these words.
"I’m deeply saddened to hear about the passing of Lacee Harris. Lacee was such an important advocate for the spiritual and cultural needs of our American Indian patients. I value the many years he gave of his time in order to provide support and comfort to these patients—indeed to all our patients. We will miss his spirit, his sense of humor, and the love and compassion he brought to the HCI community." —Mary Beckerle, CEO, Huntsman Cancer Institute at the University of Utah
"It was a great honor to work with Lacee over the years. He shared his sacred spirit freely and valued the spirit of others greatly." —Annie Budhathoki, Acupuncturist, Wellness and Integrative Health Center
"I had the privilege of learning from Lacee Harris in graduate courses and in working with him as he provided care to some of our patients at HCI. His ability to connect with people on a transcendent level, to connect to self and to the earth and spirit, was like no other. He was a healer on many levels and it was a privilege to work with him and be with him when he did his work with others." —Amy Horyna, Manager, Patient and Family Social Workers
47) With thanks in my heart I shall tell them...
Hunstsman Cancer Institutes
Aug 18, 2020
"Lacee was a tireless support for our Native patients and families. He shared his humor, wisdom, and spiritual practice openly with patients and families, and they would sometimes page the chaplain again just to tell us about his visit with them. When he and I would talk about how Native patients identified as Episcopalian, Catholic, Christian, and Native, Lacee would say with a twinkle in his eye, ‘Well, my people know it is all one Creation.’ Thank you, Lacee; you have done so much for us. May all Creation welcome you home, and may our gratitude echo to you for all time."
—Rev. John Cooper, Chaplain, Spiritual Care Services
"I will always remember the blessing I received from Lacee at the Blessing of the Hands event at HCI. After the blessing, I felt spiritually lighter and that feeling lasted for a long time. He truly had a gift as a spiritual healer."
—Donna Branson, Director, Patient and Public Education
"Lacee Harris inspired me as a high school student to enter the University of Utah for my undergraduate degree. At that time, he was the advisor for Native American students and assisted us in navigating the university environment. He provided guidance, pep talks, and strategies to help me succeed in my studies. He helped me prepare for the work I did with the Nobel Peace Institute in Oslo, Norway, after 9/11. In my later years as a clinical social worker, he was an example of integrity and clinical and spiritual wealth. I feel blessed to have had him in my life."
—Ramona Sierra, Social Worker, BMT Unit
48) ...I gave honor to their ways.
Hunstsman Cancer Institutes
Aug 18, 2020 Lacee Harris
"I first met Lacee shortly after I started working at HCI in the fall of 2011. I invited Lacee to be one of the spiritual leaders who took part in a blessing ceremony I was planning for the opening of the hospital expansion. He went above and beyond that request, walking every inch of the new space with me the day before the opening while I offered prayers and he chanted Native blessings. He always liked to welcome folks to his home when he was here, reminding us that the hospital had been built on what had been Ute tribal lands. When we started the annual Blessing of the Hands, Lacee joined the other spiritual care givers in blessing the staff. He was the one whose blessings everyone wanted and there was always a line waiting to be smudged by Lacee’s sage and blessed by his words and spirit on the patio. Even though he had health challenges, he continued to serve HCI where and when he was needed until he went home to his ancestors. His beautiful spirit will be greatly missed in our hospital and in the many other places in the larger community where Lacee was always willing to serve." —Rev. Linda Brewer, Chaplain (Retired)